sometimes before it gets better, the darkness gets bigger
#sam stop looking at your brother like that #like he’s the only real thing #the only good thing in this craphole of a world #like you’re wondering how is he even real #and how every day you just love him a little bit more #what is that face sam#is that the if you leave there’s nothing for me face #i have no words for you face? #what is that soft and a little sad look that i could see a 80 year old give to the love of his life he’s spent his entire life with #what is— #fine i quit i’m not even a person anymore this gif has ruined me
No, but this look, this one:
No one is ever gonna lookit me like that, no one. Oh god.
Dean is the best brother, mother, father…you could ever ask for. Think about this for a second. He found Sam lying in the hallway unconscious, running a nearly fatally high fever and he just FIXES it. Dean carried all 6’ 4” of him back to their room, gathered enough ice (presumably from a machine in the hallway) to fill half the tub, and put Sam in it. Pushed him under gently, forcing his body to expel the heat. He waited, no doubt terrified, for Sam to come out of it. When Sam wakes up, gasping and in shock, Dean is there to steady him. Sam is so confused and cold and scared that he gets angry, but Dean just explains why he did it. The look on his face and the tone of his voice gives away his fear, but he just wraps Sammy up in a thick towel and soothes him. Dean, one of these days someone needs to sit you down and take care of you. You deserve it.