A blog of a Whovian, Sherlockian, Supernatural fan, and fanfiction writer. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Bobby to my Dean
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Sam to my Dean
Hunter(s) in a Motel Bed

Oh honey that must have been hard to do this, so first a hug! Second, I will totally support your decision, I only want you to be sure of something: Are you sure that you can be the girl in his heart? You don't want him to be hurt but what if you got hurt instead (whether he can be with her or just needs a time off after not being able to be with her, of course there is a possibility it all goes well but we should think of the worst first)?

First, a hug back.

And thank you.

To answer your questions, he’s told me that he loves me but hasn’t let himself fall in love with me because of this girl. So there is a chance that I can be the girl in his heart if she really is just playing with his feelings like I think she is.

If he can be with her, I’ll let him go. I’ve been through this several times now with other people and even though it hurts worse each time, if I truly loved him, I’d let him be happy even if it’s not with me.

If I have to go through another month of him being with her, only for her to leave again, I’ll gladly try to open his eyes to what she’s doing to him. Even if it hurts me, the best thing I can do for him is make sure he doesn’t pine over a girl who only wants to be loved but not committed to him or there for him.

And if he needs time if he realizes that he can’t be with her, I’ll gladly wait. I’m in love with him and I don’t use that word lightly.

I hope it’s alright with you that I publish this.

— theme