First, a hug back.
And thank you.
To answer your questions, he’s told me that he loves me but hasn’t let himself fall in love with me because of this girl. So there is a chance that I can be the girl in his heart if she really is just playing with his feelings like I think she is.
If he can be with her, I’ll let him go. I’ve been through this several times now with other people and even though it hurts worse each time, if I truly loved him, I’d let him be happy even if it’s not with me.
If I have to go through another month of him being with her, only for her to leave again, I’ll gladly try to open his eyes to what she’s doing to him. Even if it hurts me, the best thing I can do for him is make sure he doesn’t pine over a girl who only wants to be loved but not committed to him or there for him.
And if he needs time if he realizes that he can’t be with her, I’ll gladly wait. I’m in love with him and I don’t use that word lightly.
I hope it’s alright with you that I publish this.